Thursday, May 18, 2006
boys, boys, boys
If what I really want is a serious relationship with someone geographically close to me that loves Jesus, does that mean that I should turn away anything that doesn't fit that description? Am I preventing myself from being at the right place at the right time if I don't "hold out" for what I want in the end? My gut instinct is yes, but damn it, I'm lonely. And, I like the dating scene... as cruel to my heart as it is, I still like the companionship by dating-default. I do want the long-term relationship, but if short-term adoration/relationship is what is attainable right now, then maybe that's okay, too. I don't know. I think I'm messed up in the head.
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I am so with you except I can't even seem to find someone on the short term. It would be nice to have some companionship to go and do things with you know in the evenings and on the weekends. Well anyway I will keep you in my prayers big time!!!!
Hyla bee, I'm with you. I feel like I have gone in for the short term stuff and instead of finding someone for the short term that could be good for the long run...they end and I'm back where I started, a little wiser, a little more cynical, a little lonelier :)
I'm trying to get my head straight with how I approach men instead of each one I meet being a "potential", I've been trying to see them as friends and companions outside of anything romantic which is hard when what you want at the end of it all is a romantic relationship. But I'm hoping that my getting my vision right, I will end up with richer relationships in the end.
Anyway, too much information :)
rftqqaq - a man who doesn't see the beauty and charm in Hyla Bee.
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