Sunday, May 28, 2006

My first true Memorial Day celebration

As noted in an earlier post, my mom is in town this weekend. She is a veteran DC visitor so we try to mix in a new adventure with her favorites when she comes. So, today we were walking from the Smithsonian metro stop down to the Tidal Basin to go paddleboating (very fun, by the way--thanks to Lisa for the idea) when thousands of motorcycles were making their way down Independence Avenue. I had heard about this annual tradition of veterans on motorcycles converging on DC (I think they may actually end up at the Pentagon?? Can anyone correct me on that?), but I'm usually pretty numb to veterans things as I tend to stuff all of that down and not think about the unpleasantness that is war. But, as we were minding our business, walking down Independence Ave., with hundreds of flag-clad motorcycles roaring by, I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I tried my hardest to choke back this involuntary swell of emotion, but it kept resurfacing so eventually I just stopped our conversation until I was sure I wasn't going to "lose it". I felt the sort of confusion I most readily associate with adolescence... that I know I'm feeling this emotion and it is physically expressing itself, but I have no idea why. As we turned the corner down 15th street, I realized that I knew full well why tears were brimming. Right before my eyes were hundreds of real-life veterans, men and women who experienced the sights, sounds and atrocities that I usually replace with faceless uniforms in order to feel a little better about those very things. But, as I walked down 15th street, I knew that it was personal. Each person on a bike today had a personal story to tell and as an American citizen, I automatically have a personal link to those faces. Once the lump in my throat subsided, I turned to my mother and said, "That was oddly moving." Yes, oddly moving indeed. Or, perhaps, not odd. Just unexpected.

2 comments:

Dennis Bourne said...

Beautiful.

As I was flying back from Living Waters training, my seat mate was a guy who was headed off to Iraq in a few weeks. He was a really cool guy. He talked most of the 1.25 hour flight, so I heard all about his goals and dreams and fears.

Like your Rolling Thunder parade experience, he reminded me that the soldiers are more than just freedom fighters or cannon fodder or sound bytes or photo ops. Each of them is a man or woman just like us. With goals and dreams and fears and families and significant others and stories and whole lives that have nothing to do with war.

The reality of war is that soldiers don't come back the way they left. Some come back dead, some come back less alive, some just come back different. That's why it's so important that we pray for our soldiers.

Anyway, I'm going to get emotional soon. Thanks for the great post.

Lisa said...

I too was moved by what I saw on Sunday at Rolling Thunder. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I'll post something soon. I've got pics too.